Sorry its been so long since i've written...i've been busy with so many other things. WAY too many other things. Life i guess. This is what life is like! I'm doing so well.... I'm trusting in God constantly. I need Him to get through every day of my life.
I'm struggling with putting too much of my time and thoughts on material things. I let my desires get away with me...and i hate it. I can't wait until i will be in my Saviors presence.... truely free from the fear and sin that currently binds me.
I am so weak. I fall into my God's arms while my spirit cries out for sustenance. I have come so far, but there is still so far to go. I hold so much in.... I refuse to talk about my pain still, even after almost 8 months of intense treatment. I dont know what my pain is about...i dont even know how to get what i'm thinking out. I'm so confused about so many things... I dont know where to start.
