I had a GOOD weekend!
It's about gosh stinking time. I haven't had a good weekend in quite some time.
Ashley..she's so awesome! Seh's so funny! We watched the exorcist together and i led her into the men's bathroom at the mall. Her bladder was about to splatter. Oh gosh, i'm so cruel. Stef is moving out...i'm really sad about that, becuase she makes me laugh so hard. I never knew someone who is 35 could be so funny! I always thought5 that old people were dull and boring, like my parents. But thats simply not true.
I went to church last night..a.nd it was good. Id ont even remember what the sermon was one...but it was so good for me to just SIT there and soak God in. I haven't been overeating either. I'm proud of myself...but not too proud. Not too proud to want to eat over it. I'm so terrified of actually succeeding at beating this disease. I have 30 days of 'abstinence' on Wednesday. These milemarkers scare me.
I wanna dance!
I danced this weekend too. We had so much fun...hitting on guys, being tramps, attending a fun flea market and buying nothing. Ha! What a blast! I'm so lucky to be here...i'm lucky to have a warm, soft bed that i can sleep in and i'm even luckier that i am in recovery. That i dont have to be thinking about my thighs 24/7 and that i can eat without obsessing about how much weight i'll be gaining. I am truely FREE from this disease. And it is only by the grace of God. I truely neede da power greater than myself.
