136.

That is my new identity.

To some, this may sound disgusting. I'm quite proud of myself. Surprised, but proud.

This means that i've lost 26 pounds in the past month. (Yeah...do the addition in your head to see how much i weighed before...ughhhh...) Thats incredibly incredible. A bit insane. Maybe unhealthy and utterly sick. Oh well.

I was in Minneapolis for two days. It was dang fun. (Can you catch the hint of enthusasium?! If you did... well, you made a mistake. There wasn't enthusasium in that sentence.) I saw a hot hot hot boy i liked in seventh grade. He doesnt' know me, but he was wearing a green shirt and i lusted. Ha! Oops! ;) I spent the whole time with my parents. They became more obnoxious as time went on. I can't wait to get out of here. Luckily, i'm leaving SATURDAY or SUNDAY or one of those days in there... WOO!! Im' actually a bit excited! It doesn't seem like anything is happening, i feel numb. Excited and numb at the same time. How is that possible?

I'm going to meet a bunch of girls that i can help through their eating disorders. They can help me, i can help them, we're going to have a very very loving and close relationship and we're going to cry when we part!

Ooh my. I dont know if i'm ready for this. For putting my heart and soul into 'getting better'.